birthday hell.

many people had been coming up to me and had been telling me.. yoongwhei, it's your birthday. any plans? my answer? --> uhm yea. i wanted to. i had. but. ughhh nevermind , it doesn't really matter anymore. i am so frustrated about my birthday this year. so freaking frustrated that i don't even want to think about it. i just feel like telling everyone..you know what.. i dont have a birthday this year.it's not my birthday and i'm not born in june. you've got the wrong person. it's not me. i am not yoong whei. yoong whei does not exist. earlier this month, this was my list of guests that i wanted to invite for my birthday.

jia xin

yin jen

vanissa

shiao wenn

nyit yi

u guan

choong yang

sze mun

dezmond

ming yan

alex

and here's why i am not celebrating anymore.

jia xin : busy with shopping with mom.

yin jen : jia xin's bf. so i guess it'll be weird if i asked him out

without jia xin around.

vanissa : ballet lessons.

shiao wenn : college.

nyit yi : in kl.

u guan : couldn't get in touch with him.

choong yang : it'll be weird too if yin jen wasn't going.

sze mun : just came back from kl but promised her friends to go out on thurs.

dezmond : free but blahhh. everyone is busy. takkan celebrate with him alone?!

ming yan : ughhh. BUSY *in bold* he wont even remember. happy going to aussie.

alex : it'll be weird if ming yan wasn't going.

okay. this is not a birthday. it's not even considered a day. my usual days are even better than my stupid birthday. it's like gawwwwwwwddddd. why on earth is it 18th june. will 18th june just get lost? dang!

* i pretend like i don't care but lil did i know that i miss you even more.*

oh..and happy birthday joel!