alex's thanksgiving.

had been procrastinating again. lol this is the other half of 18th june 2010. lols it had been a really long day. - my birthday.wasn't really a birthday though. just an ordinary day but only with more activities. went for buffet lunch at Syuen Hotel with parents and granny in the afternoon.

jusco after that. pictures are took in Black Kenyon though. our usual tea time shop :) saw uguan, hong nian, jian shyang in the shop. such coincidence! :)

went to sze mun's house in the evening to get ready the gifts for youth night.

18th june.

3.30am

early post for today.

time to stop being emo, yoongwhei. this is how 18th june is gonna be like no matter how much you sulk. had a really long chat with choong yang. which went from Star Wars to Tom & Jerry to Mr Bean to Pheaneas and Ferb to bikinis and beaches to becoming famous etc. etc. it was obvious he wasn't ok. but blahh. everyone isn't in a mood on 18th june. me neither. okay, maybe it's still to early to evaluate how my birthday is gonna be like but i seriously feel that it's gonna be sucky. idk.

farewell to ming yan in another 10 hours. gawwwwd. it's gonna be saddening. everyone is like grieving over the loss of ming yan in malaysia. everyone miss you a lot, ming yan. harvard. me. your alex :) and of course your sis. you should've seen the post on her wall. sweet!

i dont know how to answer harvard's question today. i dont know it myself.

was really bored earlier today. so yeah..took out some of my clothes and gave a try. i finally found something that goes with my belt. :) wheee! ohh and spent some time editing as well. 5 person. said the same thing about my 3rd picha. i dont look like i rose from the dead okay? and it's not scary at all. :/ lols.

and i am so not wearing bunny ears to tuition, chun yen. thanks mommy for the pressies..daddy and granny for uhmm money..and thanks everyone for the wishes. on facebook and text messages. adore you people. waiting for dai ka jie to bring me go parrrtttaaaayyyy!!! oh oh any yum cha. wheee~ dai ka jie's job : driver and bankie. :) ngeh.ngeh..ngeh..

once again, goodbye and god bless ming yan. have a save journey there and enjoy! amen :)

nights folks.

needa sleep. going to syuen hotel for lunch with parents,granny & great grandma later.

birthday hell.

many people had been coming up to me and had been telling me.. yoongwhei, it's your birthday. any plans? my answer? --> uhm yea. i wanted to. i had. but. ughhh nevermind , it doesn't really matter anymore. i am so frustrated about my birthday this year. so freaking frustrated that i don't even want to think about it. i just feel like telling everyone..you know what.. i dont have a birthday this year.it's not my birthday and i'm not born in june. you've got the wrong person. it's not me. i am not yoong whei. yoong whei does not exist. earlier this month, this was my list of guests that i wanted to invite for my birthday.

jia xin

yin jen

vanissa

shiao wenn

nyit yi

u guan

choong yang

sze mun

dezmond

ming yan

alex

and here's why i am not celebrating anymore.

jia xin : busy with shopping with mom.

yin jen : jia xin's bf. so i guess it'll be weird if i asked him out

without jia xin around.

vanissa : ballet lessons.

shiao wenn : college.

nyit yi : in kl.

u guan : couldn't get in touch with him.

choong yang : it'll be weird too if yin jen wasn't going.

sze mun : just came back from kl but promised her friends to go out on thurs.

dezmond : free but blahhh. everyone is busy. takkan celebrate with him alone?!

ming yan : ughhh. BUSY *in bold* he wont even remember. happy going to aussie.

alex : it'll be weird if ming yan wasn't going.

okay. this is not a birthday. it's not even considered a day. my usual days are even better than my stupid birthday. it's like gawwwwwwwddddd. why on earth is it 18th june. will 18th june just get lost? dang!

* i pretend like i don't care but lil did i know that i miss you even more.*

oh..and happy birthday joel!

overdued

this is supposed to be yesterday's post but i was just too lazy.

was suppose to go to jj with michael yesterday cuz he said he wanted to watch Prince of Persia but then ended up going with Vanissa since he had something on in university at the very last minute. we watched The A-Team. was okay but no hawtie :( oh and for the first time in two years, i wore heels and a dress to jj yesterday. lols. thanks to beloved cheong jia xin who said she wanted to see but ended up going home earlier than me. ish ish ish.we went to secret recipe. vanissa's tiramisu cake was ginormous!went Food & Tea shop after Secret Recipe. lols. and vanissa continued eating.. A-G-A-I-N. bread with cheese and ham. *munch munch munch..gobble gobble gobble..* :) monster betul larh. eat non stop. i ordered some "tong sui" which didnt turn out to be what i expected.lols. pulut hitam is suppose to be served hot but mine was cold and lumpy. yeah. gross. i know. let's go to the cinema part. okay, i'm not being racist here. but omggggg. vanissa and i, we were ahemm.." lucky " enough to get two malay guys sitting beside us in the cinema. dang!!!!! maybe the guy beside vanissa is still okay but mine was total ewwwwwww. he kept eating and eating and eating for 2 whole hoursss!!! he even brought some sausage bun with ketchup into the cinema and licked his fingers loud enough to be heard. =.= i felt like i was at a burger stall or something. grossified. by the time it ended, it was already around 6.50pm. thought of going for Sushi but then dad was already in the supermarket . sad case. and once again, i went for secret recipe. again. with dad. lols. somehow, starbucks frappucino or whatever they have that goes with whipped cream is still better than secret recipe.

tiramisu cake

what happened to the colours, vanissa?this picha looks pale.

before. it already looks gross even before eating.

after. i didnt even finish it. wasted my money.

some creepy guy we stalked at secret recipe. he looks like a vampire in real life. lols

vanissa. eating. Food & Tea

Secret Recipe. and eating. AGAIN. lols

saturday.

was a tiring day today. woke up at 9am. thanks to the person who came to tune my piano. dang! went to jusco thinking that i could get my camera fixed but it costs RM400. wth! dad said buying a new camear would be better. so yeah. but still. why did i kill it at this time?! it's youth night next week and my birthday. baby, it's my birthday. sobs. i dont even wanna think about it. went to church for youth night's practice from 12pm to 2.30pm. congrats people! i've seen some improvements :) oh and went to the boutiques in ipoh garden after that.

i bought 3 dresses but here's only 2 cuz i forgot to take a picha of the other one :)

youth steamboat night

Revelation Night

venue : holy cross lutheran church

time : 5pm to 10.30pm

*bring black tee for water games!

everyone is invited!!!!

my new obsession..

ashton kutcher :)

he looks so amzingly hawwtt in Killers.. *melts* lols

sze mun likes this picha. or maybe not. just my eyes. haha

while ee ren said i look nice in this hairstyle.

welcome to my just-got-out-from-bed look :)

sleepover

spent a night at sze mun's house yesterday. not exactly at night. we left from her old house to her new house at 12am after the wrestling match on astro lols. slept only at 2am thanks to mun :) she was using my lappie to play games so i ended up not sleeping =.= we had some girl talk before sleeping.was awesome ! woke up at 7.30am. thanks to ming yan this time. breakfast at 8.30am at first but ended up coming at 9.30am cuz his alarm clock did not ring :/ went to paparich. *there is nowhere to go in ipoh in the morning besides kopitiam and coffee shops* alex came along as well. awkward moments. did not really enjoy though. wasn't what i expected. i felt like a stranger today. i tried to talk as much as i could but words just dont seem to come out from my mouth. i just felt like sitting there and shut up listening to alex and ming yan's conversation. it was like a breakfast with 2 long lost buddies. i'm sorry to say that. it was just so weird and awkward.

i really wanna be optimistic. but i dont see how my birthday is gonna turn out great this year. nothing near to it. only if you knew.

i will never suit such a hairstyle.

in the room.

in the living room

*yawns*

nights , people.